Can you just read my blog for once...
Know about how i feel about you...
All the memories of us...
I really still like you...
But we hardly talk...
Not like last time...
I look through my SMSes...
I see the difference between last time and now...
I realised i made a lot of mistakes via my SMSes...
I'm sorry....
Give me another chance...
I will really treat you better...

I don't think i have another chance do i?O.o...
We don't really talk to each other so much now...
I want to talk to you but...i don't know what to talk to you about...
And you don't even know i like you...
Well...Gotta get you all over again...from the start...

I still like you

Hey...I hope you know that i still like you,even after all i have done...Even after telling you that i don't like you anymore...I really still like you...I dunnoe if u feel the same...Cause u said u dun like anyone already...
I'm not gonna give up...I swear okay,i will change,i am already changing okay...I'm like not so sick anymore...Not so vulgar anymore...
I will trust u,I won't be so doubtful about u anymore...really,i have already corrected my ways...SERIOUSLY man...I have changed already...
Nah...U probably won't read my blog again...Haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx......

Today went to skatepark with Yun Le,Anthony...Later in the evening,korean guy came...Uhhhhhhh...practiced going down ramps...fell 100% of the time...owwwww....got three wounds...Need five plasters to cover all...Owwwwwwww...Wa lao,then i bath that time,the plaster they say is water proof one,wtf,then i bath ahhhh,Pain like hell...All flesh wounds...really pain...but oh well,worth,cause quite fun.haha...
The wounds are on my elbow and my knee...mostly my joints...so i better buy knee guards.helmet and elbow guard next time...arhhhhhhh...
K bye...
oh yeah,school starting soon...
alright k bye...

I never thought that it'd be easy
Cause we're both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But we're just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face, it just tears me apart

So we fight
Through the hurt
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live
And we learn
And we try and try and try and try

So it's up to you
And it's up to me
That we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth
Down to earth
On our way back down to earth
Back down to earth

Momma, you were always somewhere
And Daddy, I live out of town
So tell me how could I ever be, normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears
Whoa, so far away and now I just need you here

So we fight
Through the hurt
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live
And we learn
And we try and try and try and try

So it's up to you
And it's up to me
But we'll meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth

I felt so far away
From where we used to be
And now we're standing
And were do we go
When there's no road
To get to your heart
Let's start over again

So it's up to you
And it's up to me
That we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth

I never thought that it'd be easy
Cause we're both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how

Its time to grow up...not to be so immature...Its time...to not be so vulgar anymore...To not be sick anymore...Its time...to grow up...
What would you guys do...If you find out...your good friend...likes the same girl you like...?
Would you guys give up?
Its difficult...Especially,when...you have been waiting for the person for so long...And...it seems...you suddenly have to let go...All gone...

Its been really hard to forget u,I have really been trying you know...real hard...Everytime i have forgotten about u,i am on facebook,i scroll down,will see you being tagged in an album,will see your face...I'll be like "awwwww....fuck...."Not only that lei,i looking at other ppl profile,scroll down to mutual friends...see your name...i'm like "OH...MY.....GOD........SHIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!"Its hard to forget about u,and i lied,i don't don't like you,i actually like you a little...I have been lying to myself the whole time dammit....
Darren!!!I take back wadeva i said to you this morning,i agree with u,its hard to forget!I understand how you feel liao...I'm confused about who i like though...Haix...Its so hard to forget about u...
But i dun think i wanna forget about u...I dunnoe if u still like me or not...Imma give this another go.

Zzz...u all really believe me ahhh?LOL,stupid fags...who will like me larh...
Anyways...I was sick in the morning...i slept yesterday at 8p.m.then woke up at 8 a.m the next day...then slept again till 3+....Then got fever.so went to doctor...he said my temperature was 37.4...Yeap...whole body aching...Then he sayid thursday if i have rashes and still have fever...must go for blood check for dengue fever...zzz...
k BYE

Hey..Its my scouts camp tomorrow...till monday...So i can't really talk to you...Actually,to be honest...I seriously still can't forget u,after all i have tried,i dunno if its the same for u...But,i'm sorry for whatever i've done..K fine,u wan me be quiet for four weeks also can,bring it on.I dun care,i juz wan u back...really...i miss u,all the things i did,was all to forget u...but i dunno why,i just can't...I still like you...so....will you be my girlfriend again?I'm really sorry for all i have done,really,i won't do it again okay?...I swear it on my life.I will really treat u better...
But for now...i have scouts camp...so,i cannot be there for u for now...I will miss you during my camp,i can't bring my phone...
I'm sorry,i know i am a failure to you,but i can change u noe?
Pls give me one more chance...
I really still like you...
For now...bye...I'll be there for you soon...
Pls text me back my question...

Hey...so today went to queenstown skating park with Yun le and his two friends yub(korean) and abdulah(some black guy)...Yeap...was very fun,fell alot of times.Then there was this kind black guy who taught me how to ollie!Now i noe how to...Now got very bad headache...
And i still miss u,to be honest...
I have headache and i'm tired so i dun wanna sign out...
Tomorrow still got Dragon Scouts meeting..arhhhhhh...